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Originally Posted by kcladyz
Mine as well. Ever since my father remarried around 1993 he never once called me or invited me home for any holiday. Not even Christmas. That's over 20 years with no family contact.
I got an earful when he almost died the other year because they could not get a hold of me but what can they expect when they expelled me from their lives and not once invited me home in like 25 years?
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I do understand you, if feels like they are waiting for you to idk be sorry for something that is not even under your control.
I have the same problem with my mother. I don't think it's her fault cuz in the past I gave the reason to make her judge me or still think I'm a bad person. I feel a bit tired of trying to show how I have changed, so rn I'm trying to focus on myself and my girlfriend. We want to build a family, so I just want to be mentally health and be prepared to support her as she does to me.
It's just hard to put it in practice tho, cuz thoughts are really strong and they can put you down as fast as you started thinking. I kinda feel jealous of other people that are "normal", people that are not overthinking about small things from the past or overthinking about problems that do not even exist.
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