Katti's Cat--
Thank you for posting. If you didn't know, you have been missed, and are loved here, even though most of us have never personally met you, no shall we on this side of Glory.
You should also be told that, ever so gradually, you are recovering. You will have good days and bad, but over the course of time, your bad days will be better than your good days were. Some of the best advise I was given was "Focus on the things you still have, and on what you
can do."
You have a good MOTH, and an wonderful support group here.