Go hyper. Buy lots and lots of stuff I don't really need. Forget to buy what I really need. Give a lot, but unwisely.
Realize I'm acting like an ass. Try to stop and think. Get even more hyper.
Try to stop the world.
Isolate myself. Stay alone and depressed, with burst of hyper-spending and improper hapiness. Cut everyone from my life.
I'm not fit to have money.
But I really really want to have more of it!
