Thanks. One blessing I have is that she had called me several times and left voice mail. I had saved several (including one where she wished me Happy Birthday) and last night I was able to copy them to mp3 format (using my Kindlefire & and app) then email the files to myself. So at least I will be able to hear her voice as well as having her picture to remember her by. I don't really have any audio of Lisa or mom. Just the pictures I took of each of them. Tomorrow (Friday) I am supposed to meet my therapist via zoom. I had sent her a message via Mychart about what's happening and she wrote back that she had an opening on Friday morning if I needed to talk. I already had an appt. scheduled for Jan 2nd (made long before Luann's passing) but it is good that I will have a chance to talk to her sooner. And I've been invited to a Christmas party by the family that live directly above me for the evening of the 24th so I won't be alone that evening though my church also has their Candlelight service that evening as well. It's going to be a sad holiday this year though. Losing someone any time of the year is hard, but I think it's even harder around the holidays. I attended Bible Study last night and asked for prayers for her family. She was her mom's only child so I can only imagine how she is dealing with the situation.
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