You seem to be disagreeing with me and then agreeing with me.
Perhaps the difference is that while you seem to be willing to accept that change will always happen organically, I, on the other hand, seek to effect change (in myself). Not because I seek to feel pressured, or because I need to prove myself, but because for me, not seeking change is
dying. So while I often read for pure enjoyment, it's not the only way (or the only reason) I read. I'll sleep when I'm dead. Until then, I'm going to seek out chaos and change. In my reading, and in all the activities that bring me satisfaction.