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So in one week I'm going to be leaving my country to try something in Europe. It's a huge step that I'm taking in my life rn. Not only because it's another country but it's mostly because of my anxiety and depression.
The few people who know me, knows I'm always in my room, that's because I feel that it is my fort. This is why I never go out with fiends or family. It ended up being my own prison without me even noticing. This trip is going to be my change to change it. To leave my cave knowing I can survive out there, without having the fear of what people will think about me.
I won't lie it's scary as hell. I'm at my room rn and just thinking about it makes my heart goes fast but well I have to do it. Doesn't matter how my negative mind will trick me I am not going to fall back.
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