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I'm not sure if you want any response to this post, which seems fine as an expression of feeling in its own right.
However...
One blunt argument is that if you really don't want to do this, then there's no point in making yourself.
A more subtle response would be: think through the various tasks needed in order to write this prelude. List them, and work out for yourself which task is the most attractive (if any), and which the least. Draw up a new list organised round these criteria. Then - if you're feeling brave - start with the least attractive. Or, if you're still feeling uninspired, start with the most attractive and hope it snowballs.
By the way, I should be doing some marking for my University now. I'm only on this forum because the flipping digital marking system seems to have crashed (again!).
Best of luck.
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