Like the others have said it's not personal unless you make it so. I got lucky twice in a row. 1st by winning a PW in the winter contest and then by it being a good one. Either variable could have been different. I could have failed to win one or I could have gotten one of the duds and needed to exchange it. I was just lucky, as you were unlucky. Don't let it get you down. Your luck will change in time.