Finally free to come up for air, I'm once again caught on something holding me under. I try to break free, but it's pulling me down. For what seems like the final time, the light slowly disappears as my body wrenches in attempted gasps for air. The freezing cold pours into my chest and I ache with it. No longer am I fighting for freedom. All I want is for the pain to stop. I surcease my struggle and hope for a quick end. That end never comes.
As an adopted kid, I never fit in growing up. Being gay didn't make things much easier. Eventually I turned to drugs to numb my fears and hurt, which only made matters worse. Being stuck in addiction feels like hopelessy drowning; you can't catch your breath, and when there you have moments of clarity, all you want is to escape. This is my story on how I escaped.
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