For the record, I do agree that you don't have to share everything you write. I do journal and I have some stories that will never see the light of day. I guess for me, though, writing - when I'm not journaling to explore my feelings about something, or to record events - is inextricably linked to reading. I can't help it - I want to have that connection with a reader. Not everyone wants or needs that, but it's something I've always dreamed of having.
So the question became - do I want to just write for me (which frankly wouldn't involve plotting, characterization, and all that stuff that's too much like work) or do I want to actually put myself out there and try to make that connection with a reader. I've only just managed to work though the fear that was holding me back. The fear is still there, but I'm trying not to let it paralyze me.
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