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Originally Posted by aceflor
I think one can love two persons at the same time, but one has to make a choice and stick to it. I don't regret the choice I have made.
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Quote:
Originally Posted by aceflor
I think loving two persons at the same time can happen
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I believe it is possible.
Only I am incapable to do it for some reason.
One and only
Total devotion
and I expect no less back
Don't ask me why.
It was the same with male friends. I never had many. 2-3-4 close friends and that's it.
My other bane is distance. It kills any feelings. I need a personal contact, or I behave like a turtle. Withdraw into my shell. I guess that it hurts me when I cannot be in touch when I miss a person and in order to minimise the damage I burn all the bridges.
When I left USSR, I sent a few letters to a couple of my friends then stopped. When I left Israel, I didn't even pretend trying to.
It was an excruciating pain saying good bye to my future wife in AirportS. After two of them, I said no more visits to the UK. I could not handle it. So, the next time she visited me....and got an ultimatum. Either we do something and get together or forget about each other *shiver*. I still remember our good byes holding each other in Heathrow and Ben Gurion.
Drinking...nothing atm. Ahmad English Breakfast 4 cups in the office. Wu Yi Rock - Shui Xian and Keemun Mao Feng at home.
Off to bed to get some much needed sleep.