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Originally Posted by CWatkinsNash
Waaaaaaah! Boooooooo! **tantrum** **tantrum**
Okay, so I smoked what is supposed to be my last cigarette almost 17 hours ago. Not doing very well at this point. You would think that being asleep for half of those hours would have made things easier, but NOOOO.
I feel physically ill. Nausea, headache... I have one of those electronic cigarette thingamajigs that takes the edge off the nicotine withdrawal, but my attachment to cigarettes has a VERY strong psychological component, and that is what's creeping over into my physical realm and making me the most miserable.
Fair warning - the first person that mentions how disgusting smoking is will get ignored until I stop wanting to slap them, which could take a while. And I am dead serious about that. Nothing ticks me off more than the idea that non-smokers are some elite club that everyone should want to join. Disparaging smokers will not win any points with me. The whole "Congrats! You're one of us now!" BS just irritates the he11 out of me. And I suspect it's only a matter of hours before that exact drama plays out on my Facebook wall.
Waaaaaaah! I don't want to do this!!! I'm weak! Waaaaaah!
All that whining and crying should have made me feel better but I just want to cry.
Boo hoo,
LeBrat
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*hugs* You'll be fine, dear. I'm sure both you and the roommate will survive.