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Originally Posted by bugmen0t
I know this is a mistake, but if I don't say it, I can't sleep.
When I found this place, I thought maybe now, I won't have to be so alone.
That I could learn how to be social.
Have friends.
Talk to people.
I never really have before. In 47 years.
I did learn things.
My opinion doesn't matter.
People can be mad at me, but I'm not allowed to be mad at them.
That I am nothing, to be tossed aside without thought.
That there are no friends and no place for me in the virtual world either.
I never hid the fact that I don't communicate well.
I only talk to a dog.
I just wish I never found this place.
Because losing it because I am who I am hurts.
I never meant to bring anyone else pain.
I just wanted to be a part of the world too.
I know what happens now.
I am sorry.
Recluse
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Good Evening (where I am),
Being alone and being lonely are actually two different things my friend.
You can be alone and quite satisfied with
who you are.
You can also be lonely with a swag of friends (acquantances) milling all around you.
"You are a child of the Universe" to quote a well known poem.
You maybe have some sort of disability which you find difficult to control.
Most of us have had to learn (maybe the hard way) to suppress individuality, and to conform. That's the price of civilization.
I sincerely hope that you will be allowed to contribute to the forums, and we will be able to have a lovely eccentric brother, cousin, uncle or whatever, whom we will accept with civility.
Cheers.
Nohmi
