It has been two weeks since I threw my hands up in the air and decided to leave this place. I have been so busy with my new kid and new job that I havent even found the time to lurk. It is amazing the amount of time one can waste online.
I did a lot of thinking and realized that I really didnt want to leave here on a bad note. MR you have really been a good friend to me over the past year and maybe one day a lot later from now I will get on to say hi. I still feel the way I said I felt but I wish I said it without all of the spitting and name calling. This place has changed but it isnt for me to decide if it is for the worse or not.
This is the 2nd big meltdown I had on this forum and I really dont have anything to say for myself other than I am sorry. *shrug* Mods are getting too fat anyways...good to exercise them a bit once in a while.
At the time I was sort of hoping I did get banned so I wouldnt have to come back to apologize after I calmed down. Now that the smoke is all clear I am happy that I can come back and get a little closure.
This place is great and you guys are great but it really is my time to boogie out of here. God bless you all...especially the atheists.
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Emylee ate her first bite of real food today. My 9 year old daughter told me that she hated me for the first time. My son is real sick. My wife and I started dog shopping for a new dog. My two year old still like Dora. I am still drinking the horse piss. Life goes on. I am using this as a chance to get back into the real world a little more. Thank you all for the laughs and tears. I will miss you guys.