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Originally Posted by unboggling
Am I crazy? Am I actually now NOT DOING THE THING I WANT TO DO in order to facilitate an easier future DOING THE THING I WANT TO DO? Continually, ongoing, reiterating as the complexity and depth increase. In a frenzy to catch up, keep up, even exceed. I actually had a lucid daydream yesterday of becoming a programmer again - somebody slap me silly, quick!
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my same fear - but ... "too late mate"