Kindlekitten, I agree with Marc.
Throw the word "normal" out.
Each of us has our own unique grief process.
I lost my cousin 35 years ago. He suffered the same condition I have.
He was 20 when he committed suicide. I wasn't told how he died for over 25 years. I always knew that he left this life voluntarily, though.
He talks to me sometimes. He told me what he did.
When I get close to that edge, I see him.
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